Just trying to survive

So I am just sitting here at work and really not wanting to be here. I just finished the third term up here at the Jr. High and I feel that it is far enough and that I should quit and become a nomad in Rexburg until April 11th. By doing this I would be around my Love always and I could support her in person and not over the phone. I could just wander the streets of Rexburg and be that mysterious man that is there for only one reason and that would be to be with the Love of my life...however, Suz and I only have 25!!!! days left that is somewhat reassuring.
I still cant believe that I was lucky enough to capture the heart of one like Suzi, I must of done something great in the premortal life. I love you Suzi with everything inside and outside. I wish that I had the power to solve these problems and come to Idaho and find somewhere to stay and just be with you until April 11th then we can wait out that last week together. 25 days though, I was scrolling through the blog and I put a post that we had 43 days left and now we're at 25 that is amazing. I cant wait till that much time goes by again because when it does you and I will have a week to wait till were married! This is kinda a sad post, but that's how were both feeling...life sucks when Suz and I are not together.